Journal Entry Eight (5/18/25)

Last night, I dreamed that I was running around —literally running, hurrying to either find something or someone — in someone else’s house. It was a very big house; I could tell because the rooms were so spacious and the ceilings were so tall. The floor felt cool and smooth beneath my bare feet and seemed like a dark wood. The rooms all had a cool lighting effect, as if it were dark outside but light illuminated from somewhere. There was a window that was open about an inch, and when I saw this, for whatever reason, it made me even more hurried.


Upstairs, though I do not remember how I got there, was a massive bathroom. I felt very out of place because there was a huge glass table in the center-left of the bathroom, and who has that much space in a bathroom?! It was the size of my dining room table, and yet the room did not feel crowded. I could feel more than see, in that peculiar way dreams have, that there were other things in the room. Vases and flowers, more decorative furniture. About then is where the dream ends.


Maybe it was just a strange dream, but I figure as strange as things have been, it would be best to note things like this. I have not been able to remember many of my dreams lately, other than bits and pieces, and I have been thinking about that very fact recently.


(I would like to note here that I wrote this next bit before I discovered the things in the video from the night of 5/9/25.)


It also seems they are testing me, of sorts, by using shadows. Or rather, I feel they are able to distort my perception of shadows, making me believe things are not really what they seem. In one instance, I was looking at my husband in the dark, and his features seemed to change, if only momentarily and fractionally. For an instant, they seemed beastly or even scary, though I would like to note that I felt more intrigued than anything. Maybe I am becoming more accustomed to ‘their’ tricks and the way they can play with perception.
Another instance was with my daughter. We were getting into bed, and the lights were already turned off. She was standing on top of the bed, and for a moment, her silhouette (the bedroom door was open, and the kitten was in the living room with its heat lamp, which gives a red glow) suddenly resembled exactly what I would imagine a small gray to look like. Larger head, spindly body. Just standing there for a moment. Then, she plopped down onto the bed, and all felt normal.


I think it’s incredible that whatever this is can play with our minds in this way. If anything, I want to know more about the what/why/how-in-the-hell-is-this-happening of these things.


(So, after discovering the things in the video from the 9th, are they trying to tell me that there is more to it all than just a change of perception?)

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